Brand New Year for a Brand new blog..

I feel truly blessed for having such wonderful family and friends..

My family had a birthday cake and red eggs for my birthday in Malaysia and skyped with me while singing to me.. truly wonderful feeling..

Had birthday celebration here in Glasgow with great friends..

Dinner and games.. and booze..

Thank you to those who came and celebrated with me..

and not forgetting my juniors who brought me to their house to surprise me with cookies, present and a card.. in the middle of my drinking game.. :P (sorry for being drunk that time)

and not forgetting the firemen who came and celebrated my birthday too.. :D ahahhaha..

New Year's Eve was also spectacular.. Went to Clyde Arc for a mini fireworks.. :D

and of cause not forgetting those who supported me when my dearest Barney passed away..

Thank you Eunice for accompanying me through the night eventhough it was 5am in the morning.. Appreciate it alot!!!

Thank you Mina and Jared for skyping with me.. and made me laugh the whole conversation.. took my mind off Barney awhile..

Thank you to everyone who sent their condolences on fb and msgs and skype..

Thank you Amy's house, Fuiwei's house and Eunice's house for inviting me over for dinner so that I do not have to be alone for dinner.. :)

Thank you Vivian for listening when I needed to tell someone the problem that was bothering me.. (i think you know what was it) :)

and today, thank you Yling for the amazing birthday card all the way from Germany.. it really made me cry..

Thank you for the wonderful Nasi Lemak! CHIEW VIEN and to those who helped her.. :)

Is a brand new year.. it started a little rough for me.. i know many would say he was just a dog.. but to me, we was family.. a brother to me.. :)..

Cheers! brand new year!!

Football Club

I love them.. Never fail to make me happy.. Never fail to make me laugh...

Great (almost) 4 years of Pharmacy..

Awesome birthday celebration..

Awesome support..

Awesome cooks...

Awesome bakers...

Awesome friends.. :)

I love you

As I write this post, my legendary German Spitz has finally taken his last breath. Barney, was born on the 11^th of June 1997 and came to our family as a pup. He was just the size of my palm. Very adorable and cute. Friendly as ever and happy as ever. We grew up together. He watched me grow as I watched him grow. I remember I used to bully him a lot when he was a pup but I treated him with respect, as he got older. Everyday after school, he would wait for me at the gate with excitement and when my dad comes home from work, he would run in the house telling us that dad is home. He would always be there for me. As he got older, he got slower and slightly deaf. But still as adorable as ever. He was very famous among our friends because he is the friendliest dog anyone could have.

He was extremely jealous when my family brought in another dog recently but we still treated him as the KING!! :)

As time goes by, we could see that his time was coming.

I received a phone call from my mum (UK time 3.30am) on the 3^rd of January 2012 telling me that Barney was very sick. He had spleen cancer and that operation on him would be too risky. The only option was to put him to sleep. I was shocked as hell as I didn’t see this coming.

The first thing I told him was “I asked you to wait for me to come back in July”.

But everyone was there to support him. Telling him that we will be okay and it would be okay for him to let go. I watched him suffer in pain and finally they took him to the hospital.

He was definitely the one that brought happiness to my childhood and the one I would tell all my secrets.

He was definitely the one that showed unconditional love and care to all of us.

He was definitely the one I would never forget.

He was my dog, my partner, my company and my best friend.

Dear Barney, I know you are in dog heaven now, we will miss you very much and thank you for coming to the family. We love you very much. Thank you for celebrating my 21^st birthday with me.

Just a little update.. :)

Is christmas eve...

Just came back from Sweden a couple of days ago..

A very nice and pleasant place indeed.. Peaceful, cold and friendly people..

The Christmas Markets uplifted my Christmas spirit.. :)

feels so Christmassy!! :)

A card from back home with two paw prints... Barney and Benji!! :)

Birthday present from my sister!! ehehehe suits me! :P

and just a smiley face to say MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! :)

yeah, i know, im sitting on the floor.. change of feng shui for once... (YEAH RIGHT!!!)

Guess who is back!!!!

Sorry for not updating the blog often these couple of months...

Anyway, is a brand new year (4th year)...

final year to be precise...

Been catching up with journals...

doing research... every tuesday... watching the ileum contracting.. (btw, cant see anything.. just seeing the response on the computer...yeah SOOOOO interesting.. :(...

anyways, is tuesday tomorrow... so yeah... EXCITING!! sense the sarcasm? :P

this year i find it less cold...

compared to last year...

but i better dont say it too soon.. :P

my whacko friend... LIM JO LENE!!!

really enjoy her company.. ehehehe.. and and love bullying her!!

pulling out her bra was beyond hilarious!! :)

Reminiscence

As I watch the droplets of the rain splattering onto my window I was thinking about alot of things..

why do we let go something so important and memorable to us?

why are we so afraid of taking risks?

is there a right and wrong?

what is fate?

will i ever forget?

i will never know.. is all in the future...

It has came to this day