Tuesday, January 3, 2012

I love you

As I write this post, my legendary German Spitz has finally taken his last breath. Barney, was born on the 11th of June 1997 and came to our family as a pup. He was just the size of my palm. Very adorable and cute. Friendly as ever and happy as ever. We grew up together. He watched me grow as I watched him grow. I remember I used to bully him a lot when he was a pup but I treated him with respect, as he got older. Everyday after school, he would wait for me at the gate with excitement and when my dad comes home from work, he would run in the house telling us that dad is home. He would always be there for me. As he got older, he got slower and slightly deaf. But still as adorable as ever. He was very famous among our friends because he is the friendliest dog anyone could have.

He was extremely jealous when my family brought in another dog recently but we still treated him as the KING!! :)

As time goes by, we could see that his time was coming.

I received a phone call from my mum (UK time 3.30am) on the 3rd of January 2012 telling me that Barney was very sick. He had spleen cancer and that operation on him would be too risky. The only option was to put him to sleep. I was shocked as hell as I didn’t see this coming.

The first thing I told him was “I asked you to wait for me to come back in July”.

But everyone was there to support him. Telling him that we will be okay and it would be okay for him to let go. I watched him suffer in pain and finally they took him to the hospital.

He was definitely the one that brought happiness to my childhood and the one I would tell all my secrets.

He was definitely the one that showed unconditional love and care to all of us.

He was definitely the one I would never forget.

He was my dog, my partner, my company and my best friend.

Dear Barney, I know you are in dog heaven now, we will miss you very much and thank you for coming to the family. We love you very much. Thank you for celebrating my 21st birthday with me.




Sunday, December 25, 2011

Just a little update.. :)

Is christmas eve...
Just came back from Sweden a couple of days ago..
A very nice and pleasant place indeed.. Peaceful, cold and friendly people..
The Christmas Markets uplifted my Christmas spirit.. :)
feels so Christmassy!! :)


A card from back home with two paw prints... Barney and Benji!! :)
Birthday present from my sister!! ehehehe suits me! :P
and just a smiley face to say MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! :)
yeah, i know, im sitting on the floor.. change of feng shui for once... (YEAH RIGHT!!!)

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Guess who is back!!!!

Sorry for not updating the blog often these couple of months...
Anyway, is a brand new year (4th year)...
final year to be precise...
Been catching up with journals...
doing research... every tuesday... watching the ileum contracting.. (btw, cant see anything.. just seeing the response on the computer...yeah SOOOOO interesting.. :(...
anyways, is tuesday tomorrow... so yeah... EXCITING!! sense the sarcasm? :P
this year i find it less cold...
compared to last year...
but i better dont say it too soon.. :P


my whacko friend... LIM JO LENE!!!
really enjoy her company.. ehehehe.. and and love bullying her!!
pulling out her bra was beyond hilarious!! :)


Saturday, October 1, 2011

Reminiscence

As I watch the droplets of the rain splattering onto my window I was thinking about alot of things..

why do we let go something so important and memorable to us?

why are we so afraid of taking risks?

is there a right and wrong?

what is fate?

will i ever forget?

i will never know.. is all in the future...


Friday, September 16, 2011

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Summer

After my super long holidays... Going back tomorrow.. back to Glasgow..
the feeling.. cannot describe..

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

I'm Back

Can't remember the last time I actually took the effort of writing on this blog.

Was in Malaysia for about 2-3 months and will be heading back to Glasgow soon.

It was okay at first, but it sux at the end.

Did a two weeks attachment at Tropicana Medical Centre and made a new friend there.. :)
but most of the days, I will be at the gym in the morning and at home during the afternoon staring at the clock and computer.

Did alot of catching up.

Added on my weight.

Fell in love... with my Ipad.. :P